The first post.  The beginning.   Far from a new journey for me though.  I've set out on this path many times.  Every time I get frustrated and tired and quit.  I don't want to quit this time.  I want to try hard forever.  I want to live a long time.  I want for people to not have my weight as an excuse to ignore me.  I'll write more later of course.  I'm trying to resist the urge to spill it all on the first post. (: